Why is it that am so blind? What do you see that I don't see? What is it that you see that makes me different? I honestly can't see it.
Is it that my insecurities and fears are surpassing me? That I have eventually come to build a home for them in my heart.. Well I guess they are becoming comfortable coz now they becoming part of my biggest troubles.
Have my eyes become so closed off that I can't see anything beyond this. And every time am saying goodbye I feel like its the last.
I guess I have become too much attached. No wonder the insecurities are becoming a plague that I can't shake off.
Its true that sometimes its hard for me to trust. But its also hard not to. I feel like am in between roads and I don't know which path to follow.
My mind is going in circles and I can't trace its beginning. Maybe this is what it was meant to be...Never Enough for anyone,especially for me.
Am I overdoing it? Or am I not doing anything? Is there any difference of is the change just on my side? Cause I really can feel it and its not a lie.
It's like am in between crowds and the more am there, the more suffocated I feel. I feel like am being drained, yet I can't see the source.
Your people can't be my people. My people can't be yours either. Has it always been like this or am I over thinking this. Am I making it too much complicated or am i just complicated naturally.