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Dear people,

                     My parents always told me that I should obey elders. I did as I was told and here I am writing this letter to all of you. Felt the need that you should know what you did to me. 

        I'm sorry, I cared too much about what you had to say about me or my family or my friends. I'm sorry I get triggered too easily as I don't have that energy to deal with it peacefully. I'm sorry I cry on little things. I'm sensitive. Please be gentle with me. I can't take all your harsh words or your hurtful actions. 

You have no idea how I deal with it by bawling my eyes out every night. You have no idea how you comparing me with other kids make me feel like I'm worthless. The way you laughed on me when I failed and I accidentally said that I wanna die. The way you scolded me when I said "suicide" as if it was a curse word.

         But amongst  everything, I'm sorry if I had to prove that to you how you've hurt me in numerous ways by committing suicide. I didn't wanna die but the pain was beyond my endurance or maybe I didn't have that energy to ignore all your "sayings". Now don't fake tears when you'll come at my grave saying "wish you were here", cause when I was with you, you didn't care.

Not a happy but the only "Goodbye" I could say.

                                                         From,

                                                 

  The person who cares